Injections themselves are nothing to be taken lightly, but Menopur is a beast. It stings and it hurts and I am not a fan. But, my body likes it and it works. For all my prayer and good juju warriors Thank You so much. Because this seems to be really working.
I have to say that I really feel different this IVF cycle. I feel like I am at a place that know what they are doing. They aren't guessing at things. This isn't something that they are just trying. I felt like everything in Charlotesville was just something to "try." I'm still bitter over that. I just feel like they were uninterested in me, I didn't have anything preventing me from being pregnant so I was a lost cause.
Now the next stages in this process, I am not sure how I will work out. One of the shots I have to do in the morning. And then I will start vaginal inserts that I have read that have to be morning, lunch, and night. Um, when do I have time for that? I guess Ill find time. On the go? I am not going to worry about that until its here.
It is funny to see how people are in different stages of their life. A year ago I feel like I was in a different stage than I am now, but then some days I feel like I am in the same stage of my life. How long will this stage take? And Why am I putting age limits on any stage? That is just what I do I guess.
When I went to the Dr's office yesterday, my follicles were already measuring and they aren't supposed to be. I just I like to be ahead. My estrogen levels measured good too. I am doing good. And I feel pretty good too. I am not emotional. Just tired, I have to be up at 6am or earlier to get to the appointments. I am not a morning person. So prayers and juju for that would be great. Infact last night I feel asleep at 8pm, needless to say Mischa was not happy about that. I was back to sleep by 10ish pm.
Well, time to get ready for work. Lots of love and baby dust!
