Dreaming of babies is something that happens more days then I know of. And the beginning of a cycle is no different, but often intensifies it. I feel bad because I keep talking about the same things, but often I don't have anything new to add. I don't want to just leave my blog. I feel like I have helped so many people. But, I am leaving facebook. But, not for the reasons that people think.
I am leaving because I cannot take seeing another pregnancy announcement without being told first. And I am not saying that I have to be called. But a simple private message would be okay. Doing, this one simple thing gives me time to prepare. To cry if I need to, to figure out how I want to proceed. It's just simple. Most of them time, it allows me enough time to become normal again.
People forget you, they move on. It's okay. I get it. I understand. I forget a lot too. I'd like to remember everything that I need to at one time, but I just can't.
I can't see the good in some people anymore. I can't find a simple way to forgive them. But, you know what that is really okay.
I am a jumbled mess. So, one last thing. I'll be bloggin and Insta-gramming. I will only post these on facebook. Other wise, it is deleted on my phone. I hope that baby dust finds it way to me. Because I need a lot of it!!!!!
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