You get so many chances and so many redo's...
I am not one to grant many chances, although I would like them myself; I usually think that what is done is done and that is the end. Sometimes I wish that life was recorded. So that you could see things that you have done and have time for self reflection before it is too late to mend. I never knew how much a person could grow and change until I had to do it on my own and learn my own way to do it. And in that I have changed a lot. When people used to meet me for the first time, they would see this overly friendly person, who has no reserve; I would tell you like it is and then that would be the end. I wouldn't ever listen, but I wanted so bad for people to listen to me. That me prided herself on the friendships that she made. That girl also thought that all grass was green, she was invincible, could handle anything with a smile on her face. That girl had no guard up, that girl loved with all her heart. That girl grew up, that caterpillar stayed in the cocoon for way too long.
"Looking back over my life
I can see where I caused you strife
But I know, oh yes I know
I'd never make that same mistake again"