Sunday, July 2, 2017
Ponders of the Wonders
I want to first say that; I am on this weird spiritual journey. Before, I didn't think of myself as spiritual, nor did I think that I would become closer to God, however here I am. And, 2nd I know that many do not believe/ or think that God has a hand in this. I am sorry if you don't feel that way. I am also sorry if I offend you. Now, moving on.
I wanted to give a little update. I don't really have much to go on. I have been bouncing around to different doctors in the past two weeks. I really hate them. No offense, but it is NOT my favorite place to be. I had a recheck at the Dermatologists office... I am starting to hate going there. My skin is clearing up, but I spend maybe 10 minutes with her, for her to yell at me again about not using hand sanitizes, then she gives me some new cream, and off I am again for another 2 months. I don't like weather I hate the 10 minutes, or I hate the new medications more. Good news is the next appointment I will be able to break free and only have to see her once a year, unless I need a refill. The other thing is, I really didn't care that my skin was breaking out. I was more worried about my hair falling out. And now that that has stopped, I don't feel the need to come at all. But, I will keep going.
I also went to the eye doctor. Which was fun. My eye doctor is an older guy that has been in town for a long time. He loves to shoot the shit. So, I bring Mischa with me, and they talk, and I just focus on my eyes. I am more blind than last time, and I finally got my eyes dilated.. I have a detached/ floating Retina. So, how he explains it to me. You do nothing, until you get in a fight with one of your friends at a bar and you decide to Jello wrestle, and I get knocked in the head really hard and see flashing lights. Then I have to go to the emergency room, for them to laser my eye back together. I laughed so hard, my bar days are over, and I hate Jello. But, you know what I will remember that. So, I guess his job is done.
So I had my first blood drawl with the new Fertility clinic today. Wasn't that bad, but the nurse that made my appointment forgot to tell me that I was going to have an internal sonogram. My text with Mischa after the appointment went something like this, "Had my first appointment with Dilly today." I really have to laugh at this. This new place really has these rooms set up. All the supplies are sitting on the counter. Pads, tampons, whips, you name it, its there. I should have brought my phone back to photograph. But I was a little nervous this time around and left it with my mom in the waiting room. This place also runs like a well oiled machine, not like UVA. It is also pretty bad when your Eye Doctor tells you not to use UVA; for anything. Now, I can't say that they are all bad. When my Pappy had trouble with his gallbladder they saved his life. And around this area you can't escape them. You have to go more north in order too. So, what can you do?
Anyways: I really want to thank all of you for the love and support that you have given me over the past 3 years. From encouraging me to switch OB/Gyn's to all the positive energy that you have given to me. It really makes doing this a lot easier. I am really greatful! Now, get off of here and enjoy the birth of America!!! Love, Baby Dust, and Lots of Fireworks!!!